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    Monday, January 22nd, 2007
    2:51 am
    another one of these stupid things
    I'm bored and I'm sure you are too since you're checking your friends page right now. So fill these out it'll be fun.

    1. How old will you be in five years? 24

    2. Who did you spend at least two hours with yesterday? a lot of people

    3. How tall are you? 5'5"-5'6"

    4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks? live for the moment. (I don't know)

    5. What's the last movie you saw? full metal jacket (jealous?)

    6. Who was the last person you called? mom

    7. Who was the last person to call you? Leah

    8. What was the last text message you received? "15 minutes"

    9. Who was the last person to leave you a voicemail? drunk Julie

    10. Do you prefer to call or text? call

    11. What were you doing at 12am last night? bowling.

    12. Are your parents married/separated/divorced? married

    13. When is the last time you saw your mom? 20 days ago

    14. What color are your eyes? Blue

    15. What time did you wake up today? 2 PM

    16. What are you wearing right now? shirt, hoodie, jeans, socks, college kid attire

    17. What is your favorite christmas song? o holy night

    18. Where is your favorite place to be? probably home

    19. Where is your least favorite place to be? Cambridge, Oh.

    21. Where do you think you'll be in 10 years? hopefully somewhere nice and not a miserable failure

    22. Do you tan or burn? tan

    23. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child? oh I was very specific, ghosts but very vaguely glowing white shapes, as well as knife-murderers and bloody mary (hell yeah!)

    24. What was the last thing that really made you laugh? nasty mean conversation

    25. How many TVs do you have in your house? 3

    26. How big is your bed? rockin' the twin

    27. Do you have a laptop or desktop computer? both

    28. Do you sleep with or without clothes on? with

    29. What color are your sheets? white with polka dots

    30. How many pillows do you sleep with? one

    31. What is your favorite season? winter and summer

    32. What do you like about fall? the smell, starting a new school year, foliage

    33. What do you like about winter? snow, atmosphere, christmas, birthday

    34. What do you like about the summer? staying outside late and often, freedom, no school

    35. What do you like about spring? spring can suck my dick.

    36. How many states have you lived in? one

    37. What cities/towns have you lived in? Lakewood and Cincinnati

    38. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet? bare feet

    39. Are you a social person? more and more so, yeah

    40. What was the last thing you ate? chicken lettuce wraps, ripoffs of p. f. chang but still good

    41. What is your favorite restaurant? Sakura

    42. What is your favorite ice cream? Mint chocolate chip

    43. What is your favorite dessert? I'm a big fan of candy, but as real desserts go baklava, carrot cake, or creme brulee

    44. What is your favorite kind of soup? avgolemono

    45. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich? rasberry or strawberry

    46. Do you like Chinese food? of course, as a social catalyst and nourishment. Good conversation goes down over chinese food

    47. Do you like coffee? gross, no

    48. How many glasses of water, a day, do you drink on average? I've never bothered to count

    49. What do you drink in the morning? nothing, usually

    51. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed? no, and whats with all the bed and sleeping-related questions? Its too late for these.

    52. Do you know how to play poker? not at all

    53. Do you like to cuddle? in certain situations but not with random people

    54. Have you ever been to Canada? yes, Niagra Falls like every other American but thats a yes nonetheless

    55. Do you have an addictive personality? not really

    56. Do you eat out or at home more often? rock on dining hall

    58. Do you know anyone with the same birthday as yours? no

    59. Do you want kids? yeah

    60. Do you speak any other languages? hahahaha. not at all.

    61. Have you ever gotten stitches? yes

    62. Have you ever ridden in an ambulance? yes, siren on.

    63. Do you prefer an ocean or a pool? ocean

    64. Do you prefer a window seat or an aisle seats? who the hell likes the aisle?

    65. Do you know how to drive stick? heeell no

    66. What is your favorite thing to spend money on? clothes, like every other girl. or electronics.

    67. Do you wear any jewelry 24/7? no

    68. What is your favorite TV show? Out There TV

    69. Can you roll your tongue? yeah

    70. Who is the funniest person you know? I can't name just one

    71. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? yes, in college too

    72. What is the main ring tone on your phone? it ends tonight

    73. Do you still have clothes from when you were little? no we sold them

    74. What red object is closest to you right now? probably the chair I'm sitting on, but if you want a mor einteresting answer my tablet, my phone, or this unopened compact mirror are tied

    75. Do you turn off the water while you brush your teeth? no

    76. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed? I don't care or notice.

    77. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of bees? bear, you can run downhill and get away from it becaus etheir front legs are shorter than their back (sup nature center)

    79. What do you dip a chicken nugget in? ketchup or honey

    80. What is your favorite food? I like food waaay too much to just choose one

    81. Can you change the oil on a car? hahaha no.

    82. Have you ever gotten a speeding ticket? nope

    83. Have you ever run out of gas? nope, but then I've also had my license for like 6 months

    84. What is your usual bedtime? later than I'd like to admit

    85. What was the last book you read? Bastard Out of Carolina

    86. Do you read the newspaper? I wouldn't know if the world ended

    87. Do you have any magazine subscriptions? no

    89. Do you watch soap operas? I do not.

    90. Do you dance in the car? of course, preferably while driving

    91. What radio station did you last listen to? I haven't listened to a radio station in a while

    92. Who is in the picture frame closest to you? I can't afford no frames, but I'm equally close to my dog shrine and my high school shrine

    93. What was the last note you scribbled on a piece of paper? I haven't done that in a long time, probably a phone number

    94. What is your favorite candle scent? I think they smell good unscented

    95. What is your favorite board game? infection or cranium (FUCKING ASSHOLE)

    96. When was the last time you attended church? don't know

    98. Who was your favorite teacher in high school? mr. walker or mr. murphey or mr. ingham or mrs. sedlak tie

    99. What is the longest you have ever camped out in a tent? like one night since I usually prefer to sleep in the car. I hate camping.

    100. Who was the last person to do something extra special for you? my mom sends me stuff because she's obligated to care. but no one else cares.

    All about yourself...the survey.
    All about yourself...
    First name?:: Brett
    Middle name?:: Marissa
    Like your name?:: Cushing
    Named after anyone?:: bitch, please
    Any nicknames?:: put a one syllable ending on Brett and I guarantee I've been called it
    Age?:: 19
    Birthdate?:: 12/8/87
    Birthplace?:: Cleveland
    Time you were born?:: dinnertimeish, no one remembers specifically. I'm so loved.
    Current location?:: dooorm
    Height?:: 5'5"-5'6"
    Like your height?:: being short is awesome
    Eye color?:: blue
    Contacts/glasses?:: nein
    Hair color?:: blonde
    Natural hair color?:: dirty blonde
    Dye your hair often?:: every few months
    Righty or lefty?:: ambi
    Your favorite...
    Type of music?:: I go through phases
    Band or singer?:: Decemberists
    TV show?:: America's Next Top Model, although i didn't like last season, and Hooked and Project Runway and History's Mysteries
    Movie?:: geeze there are a lot
    TV channel?:: VH1, History Channel, Cincinnati local access
    Radio station?:: whatever doesn't have commercials usually
    Place to be?:: doesn't matter as much as who I'm with
    Thing to do?:: anything that involves being an immature asshole usually
    Food?::
    Non alcoholic drink?:: eggnog, orange pineapple juice
    Alcoholic drink?:: don't drink enough to have a preference
    Animal?:: octopus
    Holiday?:: christmas
    Season?:: winter and summer
    Sport?:: rugby
    Place to shop?:: walmarts
    Clothing brand?:: Express and anything endorsed by NASCAR
    Scent?:: I don't hace a favorite scent!
    Restaurant?:: Sakura
    Fruit?:: pineapple and rasberries
    Vegetable?:: zucchini, artichoke
    Fast food restaurant?:: chipotle
    Pizza topping?:: pepperoni
    Ice cream flavor?:: mint chocolate chip
    Magazine?:: new scientist or people
    City?:: florence KY and Italy
    Color?:: blue-gray, yellow-orange, and light shades of beige
    Number?:: 9.5
    This or that...
    Chocolate or vanilla?:: vanilla flavoring, but real chocolate
    Pepsi or coke?:: coke
    Hot or cold?:: cold
    Black or white?:: white
    Dog or cat?:: dog
    French toast or pancakes?:: french toast
    French fries or onion rings?:: both good
    Hamburger or hot dog?:: hamburger
    Pepperoni or sausage?:: pepperoni
    Britney or Christina?:: christina
    McDonalds or Burger King?:: mcdonalds because it has that arctic orange shit
    50 Cent or Eminem?:: eminem
    Canada or Mexico?:: apples or oranges?
    Hug or kiss?:: kiss
    Movies or TV?:: movies . . . on tv!
    Truth or dare?:: either
    Do you...
    Shower daily?:: yes
    Sing in the shower?:: not recently
    Like to sing?:: yeah but I'm awful
    Like to dance?:: no.
    Smoke?:: no
    Drink?:: no
    Cuss?:: too much
    Talk to yourself?:: if I have something to remember
    Believe in yourself?:: more and more
    Play an instrument?:: piano
    Go to school?:: yes
    Go to college?:: yes
    Have a job?:: haha no
    Like your job?:: who doesn't love being a drag on the system?
    Want to get married?:: yes
    Want to have kids?:: yes
    Get along with your parents?:: we're tight, yes
    Get along with your siblings?:: yes
    Drive?:: everyone here is lucky I do
    Random...
    Do you think you're trustworthy?:: yes
    Think you're funny?:: it depends on your sense of humor
    Ever toilet papered someones house?:: no
    Gone garbage can tipping?:: no
    What are your parents names?:: Dawn and Ray (aawwe)
    Siblings names?:: morgan and douglas
    Do you wash your hands frequently?:: yes
    How many time a day do you brush your teeth?:: 4-5
    Collect anything?:: no
    Ever been in love?:: no
    In love right now?:: no
    What color pants are you wearing right now?:: jeans
    How does your hair look?:: bad
    Ever had your heartbroken?:: no
    Ever broken the law?:: yes
    Been arrested?:: no but I had a really realistic dream that I did if that counts
    Been out of the country?:: yeah
    Can you stick your fist in your mouth?:: yes! I doubt I could do it anymore, though
    When was the last time you got drunk?:: never
    Do you do drugs?:: no
    When was the last time you were high on anything?:: never
    Do you prefer the lights on or off?:: off
    Would you ever get plastic surgery?:: not unless it was reconstructive
    Do you prefer boxers or briefs?:: huh? I'm a girl
    Do you like to laugh?:: hate it.
    Ever had a bloody nose?:: I used to all the time and had to go to the hospital
    Have you ever caught a fish?:: yes, an eel, a flounder and a bluegill
    What was the last thing you ate?:: chicken lettuce wraps
    What time do you go to bed?:: late
    What's your favorite color?:: blue gray, yellow orange, and certain shades of beige
    Do you like to give or recieve?:: both
    Are you obsessed with anything/anyone?:: your mom.
    Do you live alone?:: no
    Do you own a blender?:: no
    Do you like the snow?:: yess
    Ever been up a mountain?:: probably
    Ever been rootin'?:: eh?
    Do you like surprises?:: yes


    45 of the most random things you probably never needed to know about someone
    whats your name spelt backwards?: GnihsuC assiraM tterB
    What did you do last night?: chaufeurred drunk people around and bowled with them
    The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?: new fall out boy cd
    Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?: no
    Last time you swam in a pool?: boat regatta?
    What are you wearing?: hoodie, shirt, jeans, socks
    How many cars have you owned?: 1
    Type of music you dislike most?: opera
    Are you registered to vote?: I think so
    Do you have cable?: yes
    What kind of computer do you use?: homemade pc or macbook pro
    Ever made a prank phone call?: yes
    You like anyone right now?: I should hope so
    Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?: yes
    Furthest place you ever traveled?: italy
    What's your favorite comic strip?: farside
    Do u know all the words to the national anthem?: used to, probably not anymore
    Shower, morning or night?: night
    Best movie you've seen in the past month?: little miss sunshine or talladega nights
    Favorite pizza toppings?: pepperoni
    Chips or popcorn?: popcorn
    What cell phone provider do you have?: verizon
    Have you ever smoked peanut shells?: no?
    Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?: no but I auditioned to model for tommy hilfiger once if that counts
    Orange Juice or apple?: orange
    Who were the last people you sat at lunch with?: leah
    favorite chocolate bar?: the 85% coacoa ones, various brands
    Who is your longest friend and how long?: brynn, since preschool
    Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?: tried, I can't without gagging
    Have you ever won a trophy?: yes
    Favorite arcade game?: the ones with the guns attached
    Ever ordered from an infomercial?: no
    Sprite or 7-UP?: taste the same? and way to snub sierra mist
    Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school/work?: nothing beyond a tshirt
    Last thing you bought at Walgreens?: I think th elast time I went there was before college, and I got makeup
    Ever thrown up in public?: yeah
    Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding true love?: true love, millionaire doesn't get you far anymore
    Do you believe in love at first sight?: nope
    SPONGEBOB OR JIMMY NEUTRON?: spongebob
    Did you have long hair as a young kid?: I had long and short hair
    What message is on your voicemail machine?: john pretending to be satan
    Where would you like to go right now?: sleep
    Whats the name of your pet?: Millie, Clementine, Gretel
    What kind of back pack do you have, and what's in it?: one of those laptop backpacks, which everyone has and which all look the same and I have a notebook, some pends, a laptop lock, my laptop, power chord, and a mouse in it
    What do you think about most?: school

    Current Mood: sick
    Monday, January 1st, 2007
    4:24 pm
    1.What did you do in 2006 that you'd never done before?
    That list goes on and on . . .

    2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
    I did, but my resolutions are always vague.

    3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
    no

    4. Did anyone close to you die?
    My neighbor, he was geographically close

    5. What countries did you visit?
    this one.

    6. What would you like to have in 2007 that you lacked in 2006?
    I'd like to have more time to spend developing myself artistically and career-wise. I'm hoping to make some inroads with professors at school.

    7. What date from 2006 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
    Graduation day, first day of college, all those landmarks.

    8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
    getting my scholarship

    9. What was your biggest failure?
    Not having the time/disclipline to work with Mighty Fine as much as I would have liked.

    10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
    got sick for a few days in September.

    11. What was the best thing you bought?
    They were gifts I recieved, not things I bought but my laptop and new tablet

    12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
    Julie. I'm so glad we became good friends this past year and a half, I couldn't have made it through all the shit and all the adjustments that have come to define this year without her always being there for me.
    Sarah. She's a stupid slut but I probably have to mention her
    Marc. Massive fights senior year, but now we're cool.


    13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
    no comment.

    14. Where did most of your money go?
    stocks

    15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
    Kentucky ravaging, weekends home, graduating high school and never going back, Borat.

    16. What song(s, really) will always remind you of 2006?
    The Decemberists - July, July! and The Soldiering Life
    Anberlin - A Day Late
    Death Cab For Cutie - Passenger Seat
    Young Dro - Shoulder Lean
    Anastasia - Once Upon A December

    17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
    I. happier or sadder? so much happier
    ii. thinner or fatter? thinner
    iii. richer or poorer? I think richer

    18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
    hanging out with friends

    19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
    paint chips

    20. How will you be spending Christmas?
    already did, with the family

    22. Did you fall in love in 2006?
    no

    23. How many one-night stands?
    0

    24. What was your favorite TV program?
    Project Runway, Hooked, Flavor of Love, House of Carters, America's Next Top Model . . . .

    25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
    yes

    26. What was the best book you read?
    the Bell Jar

    27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
    wha?

    28. What did you want and get?
    Scholarship, new tablet, new friends in college, high school friendships with staying power

    29. What did you want and not get?
    discipline to work on artistic things

    30. What was your favorite film of this year?
    Borat

    31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
    Hung out with whoever was in Lakewood, and I was 19

    32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
    If prom had been less fucked up. I didn't get a lot of business stuff done because I've been so wrapped up in college stuff, so that would have made matters better. It was a good year, though.

    33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2006?
    bargain bin surfer. Although, I confess, I started making an effort in thelast week or so of 2006

    34. What kept you sane?
    Pure willpower

    36. What political issue stirred you the most?
    I don't keep up with politics

    37. Who did you miss?
    High School friends and my family in college and college friends at home

    38. Who was the best new person you met?
    Well obviously I've met quite a few, but lets see:
    Mike, Leah, John, Zack, Mel

    39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2006.
    - Who you are is more than what you've done or accomplished.
    - Know when to walk away.
    - To accomplish anything significant you have to go through hell first.

    40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
    There are several that work for different time periods:

    Second half of senior year:
    "Vindicated, I am selfish. I am wrong. I am right, I swear I'm right. Swear I knew it all along, and I am flawed, but I am cleaning up so well."

    Summer:
    "July, July, July! Never seemed so strange . . . This is the story of the road that goes to my house and what ghosts there do remain, and all the troughs that run the length and breadth of my house, and the chickens how they rattle chicken chains. And we'll remember this when we are old and ancient, though the specifics might be vague."

    End of Summer:
    In a little town, I know it's hard to hide, not to show what you think and what you do. I know this town is killing you. In or out, baby, choose it. There's the door. Close it behind you, I can't afford the heat bill no more. Kill it all blind. Leave while you can always come back home.

    Beginning of college:
    "Alone in your dorm trying to stay warm, you're scared of the words that you might write if you stay in again tonight. Like all the saints and whores who've laid here before, you're scared of the things that you might do while you wait for him to come to you. I understand, I understand. Loneliness is pornography to them but to us it is an art."

    Thanksgiving Break:
    "I roll the window down, and then begin to breathe in the darkest country road and the strong scent of evergreen from the passenger seat as you are driving me home."

    And of course:
    I'm lookin for a girl I can fuck in my hummer truck, Apple Bottom jeans and a big ol' slut. Some girls they act retarded, some girls are 'bout it 'bout it. I want a bitch to sit at the crib with no panties on, knows that she can't but she won't say no.

    Current Mood: bitchy
    Tuesday, December 26th, 2006
    6:02 pm
    surveys sprung from the womb of boredom
    I'm really bored, and I know the rest of you are too don't even lie.

    [Name] Brett
    [Nickname] Brettness, Brettley, Bretto, Bretticoccus, it goes on and on . . .
    [Birthday] Dec. 8, 1987
    [Age] 19
    [Your zodiac sign] Sagittarius
    [Location] L-Wood/Cincinnati
    [Sexual Preference] straight
    [Marital Status] not married?
    [Eye color] blue
    [Height] 5'5"/5'6"
    [Shoe size] 10
    [Parents still together] yeah
    [Siblings] Morgan
    [Pets] Douglas, Millie, Clementine, Gretel
    [In school/graduated] University of Cincinnati/class of 2011 (yes, 5-year plan)
    [What do you drive] 2000 Rav4

    Favorites:
    [Color] orange, gray-blue, certain types of tan
    [Animal] octopus
    [Vehicle] Econoline vans, yeeaah
    [Flower] dunno
    [Scent] definitely not "HCO22" cologne which I reek of right now.
    [Soda] Big K of course

    Do you...
    [Color your hair?] highlights
    [Twirl your hair?] rarely
    [Have Piercings?] ears
    [Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both?] yes
    [Cheated on a test or something?] of course
    [Drink/Smoke?] no.
    [Like roller coasters?] yes
    [Wish you could live somewhere else?] anywhere else, actually. Even New Jersey
    [Want more piercings?] I don't think so
    [Write in cursive or print?] I don't even remember how to write in cursive
    [Sweat a lot?] no
    [Know how to drive?] thats debatable
    [Diet?] when I have to, but not right now
    [Own a cell phone?] yes, its shitty

    Have you ever...
    [Gotten a speeding ticket?] no
    [Been in a wreck?] yes
    [Been in a fist fight?] if you count 6th/7th grade shenanigans, yes, but I don't think that really counts
    [Held a gun?] yes
    [Drank?] yes
    [Considered being a hooker?] actually I am a hooker
    [Cried over a girl?] no
    [Cried over a boy?] no
    [Been in love?] don't think so
    [Fallen for your best friend?] no
    [Been rejected?] no
    [Been in lust?] yes
    [Used someone?] of course, but not in a relationship
    [Been used?] I can't remember a specific instance off the top of my head but I'm sure I have
    [Been kissed?] yes
    [Current mood] satisfied because I just spent the afternoon shopping
    [Current CD in stereo] I'm pretty much all about the ipod

    The last time...
    [Last book you read] The Devil's Doctor: Paracelsus and the World of Renaissance Magic and Science
    [Last movie you saw in theaters] Eragon, unfortunately
    [Last thing you ate] candy probably
    [Last person you talked to on the phone] my mom

    Do you...
    [Do drugs?] just X. and cocaine. and heroin. oh shit . . .
    [Have a dream that keeps coming back?] not recently, but when I was little I had a dream that there were pirates and an elevator in my attic.
    [Play an instrument?] piano, sort of
    [Believe there is life on other planets?] not sure
    [Read the newspaper?] when I find time (read: basically never)
    [Have any gay or lesbian friends?] yeah
    [Believe in miracles?] yes
    [Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?] yeah
    [Have a favorite candy?] pretty much all, candy is my weakness
    [Believe in God?] yeah
    [Do well in school?] I'm shooting for a 1.6 next quarter. Ambitious, I know.
    [Go to or plan to go to college] going to UC
    [Wear hats?] when its cold
    [Hate yourself?] Self-loathing reached its zenith freshman year and has been on the decline ever since, but I can't say I never do
    [Collect anything?] I don't have that kind of discipline
    [Have a best friend?] yeah
    [Close friends?] of course
    [Like your handwriting?] its pretty much illegible
    [Care about looks?] not really

    Love life
    [First crush] I don't even remember, but I think it was in 2nd grade
    [single or taken?] taken
    [Do you believe in love at first sight?] no
    [Do you believe in "the one?"] yeah
    [Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?] no . . .
    [Are you a tease?] I don't think I could be if I tried
    [Shy to make the first move?] yes, very
    [Do you have a crush on one of your friends?] no

    Are you a...
    [Freak] depends on the context. In the completely innocent, non-sexual way, yes
    [Dork] of course
    [Bitch/Asshole] hardcore.
    [Sarcastic] sometimes, not chronically
    [Shy] not really, I'm pretty outgoing
    [Talkative] oh good lord yes I'll talk your ear off
    [Flirty] not really

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    Basics:
    Full Name: Brett Marissa Cushing
    Nicknames: Brettness, Brettley, Bretto, Bretticoccus, it goes on and on . . .
    Marital Status: happily married with 3 kids, a golden retriever and an SUV
    Location: L-Wood
    Birthplace: Fairview
    Birthday: Dec 8
    The thing I most like about myself: humor, I guess
    The thing I least like about myself: probably inconsistency
    The thing(s) my friends like about me: I put out on the first date
    The thing(s) my friends don't like about me: my herpes
    Hair color: blonde
    Eyes: blue
    Righty, lefty, ambidextrous: left/ambidextrous
    Siblings: Morgan, Douglas
    Hobbies: drawing

    Favorites:
    Color: orange, gray-blue, certain types of tan
    Band: Decemberists
    Song: there are too many to list
    Actor: I don't really keep up
    Actress: see above
    Room of your house: attic
    Day of the week: friday
    Season: winter and summer
    Holiday: christmas, of course
    Magazine: any smutty gossip mag
    Animals: octopus, orca, dog
    Flower: I don't know
    Ice cream: mint chocolate chip
    Thing about the opposite sex: depends on the person
    Town to hang out in: greater cleveland area
    Car: the ravage, or course
    Cologne/perfume: like i can afford nice perfume
    Word or phrase: "shiiiiiiit"
    Fruit: pineapple
    Thing to do on weekends: hang out with friends, do stupid stuff
    Thing to do when hanging out with friends: do stupid stuff, watch movies
    Number: 9
    Thing you own: wacom tablet, computer

    Least Favorites:
    Color: mustard yellow
    Room of your house: there isn't any room that I really dislike . . .
    Day of the week: monday, duh
    Holiday: valentine's day
    Animal: penguin, I don't see what the big deal is about them

    Getting Nosier:
    Your five major fears: soemthing happening to my kids & beloved; spiders; my haunts
    When/if you grow up, you want to be?: an heiress
    Your best guy friend: mike
    Your best girl friend: julie
    Your other friends are: marc, audrey, sarah, rachel, leah, zack, john, many more
    What you look for in a member of the opposite/same sex: vague question . . .
    What you look for in a friend: humor, trust
    What you really want in a BF/GF: compatibility, depth, trust

    This Or That:
    Sun or moon: I think the sun is more necessary, so I'll say the sun
    X or O: oxen
    Cat or dog: dog
    Silver or gold: gold
    Sleep on side or back: stomach
    Weird or funny: offbeat
    Do guys or girls have it easier: girls in some ways, guys in others
    Grey or gray: gray
    Pop or soda: pop
    Black and white or color photos: color
    Sunrise or sunset: sunrise
    Stay up late or wake up late: stay up late
    Bath or shower: shower
    Serious or funny : funny
    Ponytail or leave it down: usually ponytail, but leaving it down looks better
    Half empty or half full: empty
    Newspaper or magazine: magazine
    Singing or dancing: singing
    Hug or kiss: depends on the circumstance
    Give or receive: give

    Even Nosier Now:
    Nicest girl you know: bitches, all
    Nicest guy you know: assholes, all
    What did you do last night: hung around the house
    What did you do this afternoon: went shopping
    Who do you hope you still know: what?
    Who wont you miss: there's nobody that I dislike enough not to miss, but I've drifted away from plenty of people
    Who's the craziest person you know: all of my friends are crazy in one way or another. No comment on who's the craziest, though
    Are you a night or morning peson: night
    Do you have a crush: nah
    Do you obsess over anything: cleanliness
    What's great about your life: lots of things
    What's the one thing you wont do: chop off my arms and legs

    Current Mood: rejuvenated
    Monday, December 4th, 2006
    4:50 pm
    another thing stolen from julie
    So I'm waiting for John to finish printing his cd cover and sick of singing along to my shuffle, so I figured I'd steal this from Julie and the multitudes who have posted it on facebook. The soundtrack to my life, you all know the gist (and I couldn't make this up):

    Opening Credits:
    Baby Bash feat. Akon - Baby I'm Back

    Waking Up:
    American Hi Fi - The Art of Losing

    First Day of School:
    Nightmare of You - My Name is Trouble

    Falling in Love:
    Funeral For A Friend - History

    Fight Song:
    Destiny's Child - Soldier

    Breaking Up:
    Mortal Kombat Theme

    Life:
    Tim McGraw - Kill Myself

    Mental Breakdown:
    Built To Spill - Nowhere, Nothin', Fuckup

    Driving:
    Ramones - I Don't Wanna Walk Around With You

    Flashback:
    Cake - Sad Songs and Waltzes

    Getting Back Together:
    Switchfoot - Meant To Live

    Wedding:
    His Name Is Alive - I'll Send My Face To Your Funeral

    Birth of Child:
    Tamia - Tell Me Who

    Final Battle:
    Juvenile - Slow Motion

    Death Scene:
    Ben Harper - Don't Take That Attitude To Your Grave

    Funeral Song:
    Panic! At The Disco - Camisado

    Final Credits:
    Story of The Year - Until The Day I Die

    Current Mood: accomplished
    Wednesday, November 1st, 2006
    10:43 pm
    I had a lousy halloween
    You went trick or treating as Sephiroth.
    SirGalahad gave you Poland.
    Cato gave you AButterscotch.
    RhettButler gave you TheVirus.
    DariaMorgendorfer gave you ABottleofPeptoBismol.
    You had a prime time until Jem found your emails to the Congressional Pages.

    What's Your Trick-or-Treat Haul?
    Shiver My Timber--A Pirate RPG


    --------------------------------------------------------------

    You went trick or treating as Demetrius.
    TheMummy gave you FriedChicken.
    Miguel gave you ACommunionWafer.
    WillSmith gave you TheVirus.
    TinkyWinky gave you CheapDomesticBeer.
    You had a stupefying time until PhoebusDeChateaupers wouldn't stop reciting the Simpson's version of the Raven.

    What's Your Trick-or-Treat Haul?
    Shiver My Timber--A Pirate RPG


    Current Mood: distressed
    Wednesday, September 27th, 2006
    11:12 am
    Stolen from Julie. I'm bored. Get over it.
    1. So far who did you talk to the most today?
    everyone logged off/disappeared around 12:30 this morning, close to the time when I myself logged off so no one really. Or maybe Katie.

    2. What is the best name for a butler?
    I have to concur with Julie, Jeeves

    3. What is the thing you are picked on most about?
    pessimism.

    4. What's the weirdest story of one of your scars?
    got a piece of lead removed surgically from between my first and second tarsal digits on my foot.

    6. What color is your toothbrush?
    I think its pink

    7. Can you eat well with chopsticks?
    no way

    8. What odd things creep you out?
    elevators . . . . I dunno, I know there are some but all I can think of now is really normal.

    9. Have you ever felt an earthquake?
    I think in third grade, but it was really small

    10. What do you do with the hot grease when you're done cooking bacon?
    put it in a glass jar and leave it outside overnight.

    11. What's the weirdest thing you have ever eaten?
    steamed whole baby octopus.

    12. What is your favorite word that starts with the letter G?
    gemstone

    13. Whats the closest thing to your left foot?
    katie's phone charger

    14. Who is your favorite Golden Girl?
    no idea

    15. Do you have an inside joke that has to do with numbers?
    yes.

    16. What is the longest amount of hours you have slept in a row?
    16

    17. How do ugly people make you feel?
    less alone in the world

    20. What are the posters on your walls?
    some skyscape, the lady of shallott by waterhouse, a decemberists billy liar poster, and a panoramic of the piazza san marco

    21. Type 2 words that rhyme:
    red head. oh how original

    22. Do you use online terms in real life?
    not really.

    23. What do you think people think of you?
    I don't know. I was just wondering that last night. I vacillate from "eh people think I'm ok, just chill" to "they hate me. they all hate me."

    24. Do you think this year will be better than the last?
    definitely

    25. where will you be one year from now?
    at uc

    26. Do you know who Salad Fingers Is?
    little sister, you've gone flat

    27. What is the stupidest thing you have ever done?
    my life is a series of them

    28. What is your favorite commercial of the moment?
    haven't watched tv in a while

    29. What does it take to make you cry?
    depending on the extenuating circumstances, a ton or nothing at all

    30. What are you looking most forward to?
    christmas :3

    31. Have you ever cried because you thought you were ugly?
    no

    32. Who did you kiss today?
    nobody

    33. What do you like to do when you are alone?
    eat

    43. Who are your 2 favorite characters on Full House?
    never seen it

    44. What is missing from your life at the moment?
    nothing that I can think of

    45. Grab the closest book, what does the 7th sentence on the 23rd page say?:
    "Conrad himself set up his headquarters in Przemysol, today in Poland but then the citadel guarding the north-eastern extremity of the Austro-Hungarian empire."

    46. When was the last time you slept with a stuffed animal?
    like an hour ago

    47. If it was your last day on earth what shoes would you wear?
    prom shoes

    48. Do you own a Super Nintendo?
    nope

    52. What was the last thing you thought you lost, but keys?
    little box of tissues

    53. What were you doing at midnight last night?
    talking online

    54. If you had a ball of clay what would you mold it into?
    probably a snake. Thats the extent of my scultural skills.

    55. Do you have any famous relatives?
    does a murderer count?

    56. Push all the buttons on an elevator?
    ugh no the elevators here are slow as it is

    57. Bake with an easy bake oven?
    actually I don't think I ever have. I always wanted one, though.

    58. Gone to school when you didnt remember you had the day off?
    I think that happened once, but the school was closed for weather or something.

    59. Jungle Boogied?
    no

    WHAT WAS THE LAST...

    61. TV show you watched?
    late night music videos

    62. Food you ate?
    pizza rolls

    63. Drink?
    pepsi I think

    64. Thing that gave you chills?
    my dream this morning. Scary.

    65. Song you sang out loud?
    "what hurts the most," but I wasn't the only one!

    66. Time you had sex?
    lol at julie's answer

    67. Went to the lake?
    I dunno over the summer sometime

    68. movie you watched?
    scary movie 4 I think. Not counting the fact that I heard all of Goal but didn't watch it

    69. person you thought of?
    Julie, Sarah, and Douglas, because they were in my scary dream

    70. Have you ever fallen in love?
    nein

    Current Mood: tired
    Tuesday, August 29th, 2006
    11:31 pm
    Monday, March 13th, 2006
    9:44 am
    I got full in-state tuition from UC. :)

    I'm going back down there onthe 20th to have an interview for a full-ride.

    So we'll see.

    Current Mood: excited
    Monday, February 13th, 2006
    8:10 pm
    this is fun!

    Stolen from Traci:

    What are, most importantly, my bad traits?

    http://kevan.org/nohari?name=Rebelclericbrett

    Any good ones?

    http://kevan.org/johari?name=Rebelclericbrett
    Sunday, September 11th, 2005
    4:58 pm
    So this needs more of an in-depth analysis than marc gave:



    Brett Cushing
    AP Art Hist
    4th Period
    Sep. 11, 2005

    "An In-Depth Analysis of Marc's Mono-Hero"

    This character is in the same vein as the heroic archetypes that we discuss in our highly intellectual discussions about mythology in English class. You may be wondering what is so heroic about this creature? Plenty, I say! It is not, contrary to yall's suspicions I'm sure, the product of Brett's insanity, but a collage of Marc's heroes . . . . the ones that he brings up every few minutes or so and cross-analyzes (although I'm not sure he's ever cross-analyzed peter jennings . . . well maybe. I think Peter Jennings is above that in Marc's mind. Someone will have to ask him). I'm not even responsible for the pictures (except the Jesus part, but I thought that Marc's religion had to be represented.) Obviously, though, this is more than a mere compilation -- he is a superhero unto himself, and Mr. Lobozzo's accusing expression represents the opposition he meets in his life. In all myths, legends, and informercials the hero inevitably experiences inner conflict -- self-doubt and confusion -- and the fact that Mr. Lobozzo denies this creature's abilities to walk on water represents that that insecurity exists in all of us, however confident and apathetic we may appear outwardly. Peter Jennings, you will notice, is flaring his swirly-eyes, because he was caught off-guard by his own insecurities (once again, manifested as Mr. Lobozzo with a mouse-pointer as a hand). This fear of weakness is also evidenced in his confused expression.

    Now that we've covered the inner torment of every hero that ever walked the screens of a disney movie, let us move on to the hero's natural, evidently inborn confidence. The pose of the upper body, here, shows that he is strong and carries a formidable weapon to smite his enemies. A big stick, if you will. Probably speaks softly too. Obviously he is a man of few words. The conflict emerges again, as we, the viewers, wonder whether or not he will smite Mr. Lobozzo for doubting him or if he will show mercy and let him live. One has to assume that he will be merciful as heroes are always inwardly good people. Simba tried to save Scar even though he hated him, so I'm sure that Marc's hero will let Mr. Lobozzo live. You'll also notice the cross-country whistle -- this represents that he's had athletic training. Obviously. Even though his legs don't look like they're in very good shape. I digress.

    The lower torso and legs are that of a medieval portrayal of a crucified Christ (not a golden goddess, haha) Hence, he is walking on water. This part is fairly simple: it represents the hero's willingness to sacrifice himself for those he loves or what he believes in. It also represents that the hero is gifted with abilities that he must share with all of humanity. This guy's also got some mad jaundice. I'm sure its from sacrificing his own health for the sake of his cause. But he is drinking a large jug of juice -- pure sugar with fruit-flavored chemicals mmm tasty -- so he at least knows to keep hydrated. Its all that athletic training.

    And everyone who's taken AP Art Hist. (Sarah) will understand the fruit.

    To more accurately and completely sum up this hero, though:
    [19:39] crazypsycho127: mr lobozzo and peter jennings both got integrity
    [19:39] crazypsycho127: and cloud got mad skills and powers

    Current Mood: amused
    Friday, January 11th, 2002
    7:29 am
    Just checking if this program works . . . . .
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